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Saturday, June 10, 2006, 11:21 PM
haiish.ah kong inn hosipital againn.his lungs againn.heardd frm mi mum lo.he smoke till his lungs turn all black lerh.denn.canort workk lerhhs.nidd dose machines to gibb him oxygen lo.his in icu now.*sighs.feel likk mi so unfillial lo.he in icu now.yet iym at home blogginn.summore todae still go sentosa plae.iy dunno wat to say larhs.mi likk one year see hym twice.our conversations arr as follows.." ah gong~!""ehh..guaii~""ah gong~! xin nian kuai le, zu ni shen jian li zhuang, cai yuan gun gun, long ma jing shen!""hahas.. guaii..guaii.. zu ni xue ye jin bu arhhs!""ah gong~! wo men xian zou le. bye bye..""orh! oki bye bye"yapps.dats all.everiiyear..onli ddis few convo.andd ya.we arr so nort close that he alwaes mix mi n mi sis up.he now in hosipital.m. oki larhs mi a bit worriedd.but.as a granddaughter..iy shldd habb been so damn worriedd that iy whld rather go visit hym den to go sentosa.mum dinn askedd mi to tagg along to visit hym.coz she noes mi n sis goinn sentosa.yet iy dinn hav the initative andd the worrie to go visit hym.iy went sentosa.the worse thng ishh that.iy forgort completely bout that.FORGORT.ohh godd.onli remebedd when mi mum jux came backk home.andd told mi hows ahgong.iy was likk so shi bai okii.haiish. iym speechless.-