emo-ified.
SYF showcase.
-wow-
had a 'talk' with our seniors.
xiaoman was right-
yvonne was right-
jeanne was right-
jialing was right-
lixuan was right-
isabella was right-
yihuan was right-
yingjun was right.
one sentence. that sends everyone's tears rolling.
hearts shatters.
a deep slash-
shall not elaborate.
its our family matter.
outsiders not allowed. x)
yea.
family. (:
we are an ensemble.
we shared the same instrument.
with the same melody.
with the same music.
with the same spirit.
琴 rhymes with the word 情
its. not about the sound that is played.
but the feeling that is heard from within our hearts
if our hearts ain't connected-
no matter how much effort we put in.
they are all in vain.
it was today.
that make me realise
how much our seniors have been putting in so much effort
hard work.
and us.
taking everything for granted.
we didn't even make an effort into putting our very best.
selfishness.
i've once been a senior before.
i still remember the times where we had to dance in the school's lobby.
right in front of the school's gate.
being chased out of the music room and hall.
things only start to improve after a year or so.
we had a dance studio.
though we had to share it with other dances.
but we are satisfied enough.
2003 Silver
2004 Silver
2005 Bronze.
no one could understand how disappointed i am.
so. i've gone through all these.
YET.
i did not put in my utmost effort.
YET.
i refused to improve myself.
i just feel like slapping myself.
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oh! one thing i wanna clarify.
i'm not neutral.
x)
i do have opinions and feelings one OKAY~ :D
i prefer typing them out rather than voicing them out maa. :pAND!
theres nothing between me and christopher budiman hongadi laaaaaa~
i still ♥ my wanchoonkeat. (: