new timetable
new physics teacher - mr. 'C'
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looks nice~
but.. never judge a book by its cover. x)
GZ practice. (:
seniors came back awhile.
sort things out for Thanksgiving.
had some random talks.
and went off. XD
soo.
left with the secondary threes and twos.
hais?
this only concerns our GZ members. outsiders.. 不要kaypo! :pso.after seniors left.it was already 4 plus? or is it 3 plus? bah! whatever.left with pathetically 2 hours plus for us to practise.started out well. yea? (:only when people gets irritated by the consistently same melody over and over again.and got so 'sianed' out.and started to demand for an early release.i don't know why.really.in the past. maybe like before SYF?i would gladly join in the commotion arguing for early release.in the same time, thinking of various reasons how i can pon GZ. LOL.serious. no kidding. x)butbut.for today.i got SOOO/VERY/DAMN dissappointed.we only have like two weeks.minus away the movie thing tml, youth day, the actual rehersals, SYF Opening C. , IE presentation.we're left with pathetically 7 to 8 days?look at our standard NOW.i feel SOOO/VERY/DAMN guilty.others expected the best from us.what do we have now?answer yourself.the reason is that the sec fours aren't around yeaa?but does that mean we don't have to improve ourselves since they're supporting us?NOPE.what would happen if they aren't around after this performance?show others that THATS the PHS GZ Ensemble?EVERY SINGLE performance is IMPORTANT.be it any random random school performance (when nobody bothers to xingshang)we must still do our very best.we must still show them what we have in us.our melody, our together-ness, our enthusiasm, our 琴-情. but what do we have now?answer yourself.WE. ARE WHO WE ARE.so. why compare ourselves to others?so what if they're released early?why must we follow their footsteps?tyco-ness is not our type.---------------------------------i don't understand.why.. i just can't bring myself to do it.lack of courage maybe.lack of confidence maybe.nevermind.i sucked as a senior.who don't even dared to do what she NEED to do.