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a thousand one hundred and thirty eight

2009-09-11T13:31:00.003+08:00

byebye l-predestination,
hello vicinagezero.tumblr !

:D

"i'm leaving at oneonethreeeight and, "

a thousand one hundred and thirty seven

2009-09-11T11:49:00.005+08:00

oops. haven't been updating lately.
:p

30th august sunday, little bit rainy. mood: uneasy yet satisfied (:

3/4 faith BBQ @ jielin's (jialouxia.)
all fine and well.
did cards for chers.
BBQ-ed bballed danced that 'tellme' with zoey (o.o)
while the guys frisbree-d with those eventcrashers xD
*take note: event crashers, not BBQ-food crashers*

donny's curry and agaragar and his mummy's beehoon is *woooots*
yummy :D

(lessthan)1/2 a class photo-ed.
called up mrsee and wished him happpppybirthday (:

31th august monday, fine mood: horrible x infinity

early morning = pon school and going back to PHS for teachers.
met up with vanessa and alicia (late! xP)
camped outside hall trying to hunt down for chers~
mrs lim mr see mr tan (:
gave them the cards and caught their expressions on camera!
priceless eh! xD

t staffroom t hunt for mszhang and mrs teo.
chatted with mszhang and mrtan for a whilewhile.
oh! mrtan said we can go back as relief teachers next year!
*im so going back :D*

saw elieenelaine and claudia on my way.
updated me about how guzheng is doing.
:/ not v fine i guess.
disappointed? i don'tknow.
doubt they even care if i do. xP

before i could wait for the rest of the graduates to come,
gastric(stupid) had to act up at the wrong time.
pain ):
forced t chiong home in search for medication :/
quite relieved t have chiong homed though.
temperature rose up to 38.7degrees like out of nowhere o.o

tried surviving till 3pluspm
knew had t surrender..
it refuses to come down.
mummy don't allow me t go out
had to cancel my appointment (once again)
i didn't mean it..

i don't know why.
but it hurts alotalot. a lot.

4th september friday, fine mood: smileeey

0922's NE trip to National Museum of Singapore
in addition t 10am dismissal (nochempractical :D) + class lunch @ amkpepperlunch
:D
shuang or shuang?

5th september saturday, idunno.wasindoorwholeday mood: okaylo.

shopping trip @ bugisjunction in search for jiji's birthday present with mummy.
:D
been uber loooooong time since last shopped with mummy!

teabreak @ TheSoupSpoon. *woooots!*
it's freaking nice. XD
try the mushroomchicken! mmmmmmmm~

Tweety was having some clearance sale. upto80%! lol.
the auntiegenes in me got me a new top. heh.
40+dollar now 20dollars leh! :p

dinner was at some wontonnoodle stall.
expensive and ew. XP

6th september sunday, windy (@yewtee) mood: :D

yeowyanji's 5th birthday celebration!
caught up with sisters (+the new addition in the family!) (:

happyhappy.
missed them. x)
played around with jiji's 'gor ba kor' Playmobil train set.
(aye. quite fun leh)

8th september tuesday, fine mood: :D:D:D

clique dinner @ Eighteenchef!
:D
food was nice (price reasonable *thumbsup*), companies is fab and funny. b^^d

frisbwree is the new murderer. *clique language*
couldn't find an empty lighted greenish patch of land t play.
make do with a random void deck.

played for a while.
and (i) had to rush (cab) home already :/
cab fees ... LV bag... O.O

9th september wednesday, dunno mood: random?

lunch/dinner with mrsee cancelled. so... nothing really happened.

10th september thursday, cloudy mood: (:

studystudy from 10am t 5pm (constructive!) @ amklib with tkd
ayes. as usually. i'm always late (for chionging seats) :p

dinner @ iluma's Ebisboshi Shotengai !
kawaii ne~
order with some electronic waiter pen leh~
press on menu and order will be sent! ^^
food comes with mini-sized servings.
suitable for me~ :D *won't get fat too.*

so excited about it that i forgot take pics. xP
next clique dinner~? *hintshints*

a thousand one hundred and thirty five

2009-08-31T16:37:00.000+08:00

retribution, isn't it.

a thousand one hundred and thirty four

2009-08-26T22:12:00.001+08:00

おいしい + かわいい!
:D *aims to try every single flavour!

a thousand one hundred and thirty three

2009-08-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

i know this gonna sounds weird but..

JOANNAS YEOW CAN YOU JUST STOP BEING SO FREAKING NICE?!

hais.

"orh. okay lo."
"its okay la."
has become a habit.

i didn't wanted to.
but i said it.
subconciously.
almost immediately, i regretted.

a lil too late though.

and i wonder what would have happened if i were to flare up and throw the stack back.
hahas. so not jielin uh?
maybe its time (:
(provided theres another chance la~ XD)

a thousand one hundred and thirty two

2009-08-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

" what time? "
" who with? "
" where place? "

but you never asked "why"

nahs. its kaaaaaay now.
not that you'll ever do anyway
used to it i guess.

-------------------

today=kiddyful day. *beams widely*

1. met jiji and mummy at macdonalds for dinner.
2. me and jiji fed each other frenchfries
3. went to buy and shared a cup of icecream (yummy.)
4. fooled around like kids and kajiao-ed mummy.

at home.

5. jiji piggybacked on me while i taught him spelling *and collasped on the floor xD*
6. raced each other to the bathroom to have our hands washed
7. raced back to mummy and 'helped' her pluck beansprouts
8. sang songs while 'helping' and we ka-jiaoed mummy lots

:D
felt 10years younger!

a thousand one hundred and thirty one

2009-08-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

快疯掉了 )':

a thousand one hundred and thirty

2009-08-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

lil baby yeow arrives !
:D

another princess t the yeow family~ ^^
can't wait t see her tomorrow!
*jumps around*

a thousand ond hundred and twenty nine

2009-08-14T22:02:00.001+08:00

night study was o.ov
2hours 2questions
but hey!
i would have taken 4hours if not for the two dageges and alicia.

越做越high.
been a while since i last had that kinda feeling.
(:

magic party by ISLE team today.
was asked to be the volunteer.
shocked. but cool eh. :D

joannas needs to learn how to control~

a thousand one hundred and twenty eight

2009-08-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

The photos said it all.

it was another 1305 outing. (:

those were at marinaB. by the way,

very beautiful.

(:

dinner was settled at mahattanfishmarket.
and a night walk to orchardroad.

happybirthday donovan!

today's singaporeday.

and waikuong's brithday celebration.

very lastmin.

very lil people turned up

inital plan was to surprise him with a birthdaycake at his doorstep

but he was not at home!

O.O

fail~

"you ruined your own surprise! get your ass back to jielin's house now!"

lol.

a lil basketball.

and dinner was settled at semb astons

convo topic was imba-ly funny.

happybirthday 'waikiong'!

and that marks the end of my weekend.

eventful?

absolutely.

a thousand one hundred and twenty seven

2009-08-09T21:28:00.005+08:00

busy weekend finally came into an end.

friday was nationalday celebration
quite a major event
lots of big toys to 'play' around with

which turns out to be a disaster though,
and i found no words to describe how pain it was.
its just...
i don't know

disappointed like totally.
inexperience. a reason or an excuse?

yea. its an excuse.

非一般的low esteem.
and i wonder how am i gonna recover it.

lunched with jinger fenni and catherine in KFC.
those doing duty in the hall called me up.
" hey joannas, the amplifier is not working leh. "
i was stunned.
and realised how irresponsible i am.
throwing them the keys and let them "gao tim" everything.
am i supposed to be around to ensure that everything's going smoothly before taking my leave?

had so much wanted to chiong back school to help them with it.
but.. a lil too late huh.
im already in J8 enjoying my lunch.
"you suck as a VP, joannas."

liyuan: "jl, what time are you dismissed today? (: "
goodgame.
i've completely forgotten about ch's bro birthday party.
and.. where's the birthday present?

theres no time for me to go home already.
rushed around J8 and amk hunting for a present and buying papers.

literally ran to meet ly.

on my way to airport.
was writing a farewell card for loretta on the bus.
long journey + writing +motion sickness = uber nauseous
half dead when i finally reached.
was alone at T3.
since the SP people haven't reach.
sick and tired and alone in an unfamiliar setting.
pratically stoned at some corner.
yea. looks really emo.
but i just don't know what esle i could do.

loretta had lots of friends to send her off.
40+?
much of a scene than the two celebrity we saw just several metres away.
never thought i'll be so.. agitated.
supposed to be the calm and composed one
somehow i just couldn't control this time.
too much had happened.

i've taken it for granted.
现在才后悔好像有点太迟了
the promise we made before.
gone. i guess.

sms: "hey guys. tomorrow meet at 11am at khatib. buy him a cake then go scare him."

"shyte!" *struggles to cancel the sending*
"WHATTHEHELL! I SENT IT TO DONOVAN!"

a thousand one hundred and twenty six

2009-07-31T21:48:00.003+08:00

peeedoubleyou makes people evil.
lol.

"mrsteo wants to see our group."
*O.O!* " i sense something bad. did she say why?"
"oh. its about the ***. theres something wrong with the phrasing."

*ROLLS EYES*

insomnia = darkdark eye bags + rings
looked uber chui nowadays :p
oh. and tomorrow's the last evening for "fireworks-without-having-to-squeeze"
:/

mcflurry... *ponders*

one thousand one hundred and twenty five

2009-07-23T18:59:00.002+08:00

@ juinli's now !
supposed to study.

but.but.
*raise hands*
3 hours of sleep
and surviving school from morning
cannot take it already ):

uber sleepy and 'seh'
me don't like PW !

econs groupwork.
have to admit. i was quite touched.
thanks. (:

a thousand one hundred and twenty four

2009-07-20T20:34:00.003+08:00

wonder who esle still reads my blog.
everyone's so busy now.

ain't feeling v good today, infact
sorry if i did lied :/

4months already.
and i can still not get it right.
4months already.
and im still as speechless as before.

"i don't know."
to think that i hate this phrase so much.
irony that im using it as often.

ahs.
im not practising what i preach.

maybe you're right.
you shouldn't have.

----------

ohwells. just when im feeling reallyreally down and all,
liyuan and chuanhsin called for a mini study date.
(:
ended up chatting most of the time though.
and realised that.
i actually missed them lotsloadslots.

its time for me t learn t take initiative in asking people out !

one thousand one hundred and twenty three

2009-07-17T21:30:00.002+08:00

" another member to my little white collection :D
♥ daddy & mummy ! "

studystudy.
back to normal timetable
not much difference from previous term
just a little longer days this time.

cca. back into operations.
teeshirt thing finally came to a conclusion.
(:
the only offset is that i'll b broke till they return me.
so broke that i almost didn't had enough to train to school. lol.

as for VLM,
admittedly yes. was not fond of it in the first place.
majorly due to the mastermind behind it
and many complications in between.
but after much reflection during econs lecture (yes. v random i know)
this is my cca afterall.

i was told it was postponed
for a 99% perfection conclusion.
but sadly..

come t think of it..
i don't see why they must b puppeted around.
ahs.
not that i (have the) right t interfere.

just a 2cents worth la (:

it was a simplelunch.
uneasy.
nownow. i should just stop thinking about it (:

oh! i passed my GP!
:D

a thousand one hundred and thirty one

2009-07-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

peeeee-double-you !

writtenreport version 1 completed (:

after a last minute madrush today o.o

peeeedoubleyou week was fun

lectures only :D

school usually dismissed around 10 or 11

except for tuesday

have a quick lunch, and it'll be writtenreport time till 5

quite fun (:

my group that is. ahahs~

joannas' mye results 2009:

maths E

chemistry U

physics D

economics [90%cohort fail]

该反省了.

a thousand one hundred and twenty one

2009-07-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

lie. wine. joy

"depriving pleasure from being a lying alcoholic"

lol.

if you look carefully.

those three words are scambled from my fullname.

a thousand one hunded and twenty

2009-07-05T14:57:00.002+08:00

its a beautiful sunday and im stuck @ home.
):
this is the only weekend where im free of tutorials and assignments!
but yea.
im stuck at home though.

wasted saturday doing absolutely nothing.
*don't even know what i did!*
sad case :/

seriously. i should stop deceiving people and b honest with it .
talk about integrity. i don't have one. *hais

a thousand one hundred and nineteen

2009-07-05T14:40:00.002+08:00

friday was cliquesentosa day! :D

wokeup eaaaaaaarly in the morning.
prepared. and decide not t b late this time. ^^v

down @ bustop.
806 came IMMEDIATELY.
gave t uber diao face.
cause i don't see it happening when im late. lol.

up @ mrtstation
the train came IMMEDIATELY too.
- -''
so i ended up 10mins early.

waited for 322648923746 mins before everyone turned up.
(when can we ever set off punctually ah!)
met jq n tw @ harbourfront.
longjohns for lunch. (:

frisbee-d . tanned . sit-around-talktalk . captainsball . throwing people into the water .
:D
cliqueouting's ever so fun la!
monthly dinner was settled (again ^^) @ vivo's kids waterarea with seaview.
helped dabao-ed 4 subway orders.
never gonna do it again :x!
chionged home. (AGAIN)

and im burnt red.

XD

a thousand one hundred and eighteen

2009-07-05T14:01:00.002+08:00

THREE FOUR FAITH CHALET 2009 :D

sadly as usual, only hk zq alicia and zs (who helped to checkin "thanks!") turned up @ yishuninterchange. lol.
as usual, card games in chalet room.
oh! i learnt how to play Hearts ! (:

trained down to tam-per-nies (idon'tknowhowtospell) dinnered @ Carls'J
me stupidly did the feedbackform thing. and wrote hk's name onit. XD
met up with petn derekn xm n dono.
bought our bbqstuffs. hotdogs and all.
the guys are sooooo much auntie-er than we girls can! hahahs!
then we went pool ^^ (dry one)
lots of improvment okay! :D
back in chalet while others are busygambling (idon'tgamble! (: ) i trieddoing some physics.
(the word tried implies that it was a failure. x) ) so. slacked around. then went t the poolside with alicia pet. studied macroeconomics. :D
bathed in the weeehours in the morning.

breakfasted at macs. and i got connnnned of my money! ><
sleept for anhour. (:
psp-ed for dunnohowlong.
cardgames for dunnohowlong.
pooled with the guys again.
twodollars for dunnohowmany games. (:p)
and due t me stupidity. we had to end it. (:p)

bbq-ed. the food is OMGZX delicious! :D
ate like barbarians with hands x) *whocares. dou na me shou liao. hehs*
bought tickets for ghostofgirlfriendspast!
somehow we left out a few more tickets.
had to walk aaaaaaall the way back t ehub with hk to buy again. ><
got ourselves all cleaned up.
th movie was great!
lots of them either don't understand or falling asleep
amazingly, i understood everysingle thing and stayed awake throughout. (:

latenight activities = murderer! (version 2)
an addition post of Fortune Teller.
UBER funny! :D
everyone started sleeping after that.
i still insisted on my *don't sleep in chalets thing* (:
borrowed pet's laptop and went t the lobby t do my PW with zs and ck
went back t chalet when the battery was about t die. :p
was lying on t icycold floor staring @ t ceiling. (v dirty)
did some reflections. (: (im not kidding xD)
managed to sleep for.. a few mins? :p
subway for breakfast.
then went 'kem-ban-gan' t get the bbq stuffs with derek alicia and zs.
it was a uber long walk when we can just takea bus! xD
trained down t lorongchuan. (lol)
trained down t bishan

homesweethome. (:

a thousand one hundred and seventeen

2009-07-04T00:19:00.002+08:00

转眼间，大家都长大了 (:

17岁的我, 却还像个无知小妹妹..

当初还是个小妹妹的我，

却硬要装成熟.

什么嘛~ XD

one thousand one hundred and twenty

2009-06-28T01:23:00.004+08:00

late night studying + a glass of orangejuice + a pencil in my hair ! (lookcarefully!)

as tired as i can be.

but im enjoying every minute of it.

should do this more often eh? (:

shall continue after five mins break. lalalaa~

a thousand one hundred and fifteen

2009-06-21T19:41:00.002+08:00

have you ever felt that your life is messed up?

hm.

hope this is just temporary.

lazy to update about faithchalet.

remind me eh?

a thousand one hundred and fourteen

2009-06-19T21:27:00.001+08:00

i'm back! (:

(someone stop that pounding please.)

a thousand one hundred and thirteen

2009-06-19T21:15:00.003+08:00

come to think of it.
i've wasted the whole of my juneholidays.
STUDYING. (attempt)

O.O

ahs.
thats how ironic life is.
you spent most of your times enjoying yourself.
you wasted your juneholidays not studying.
you spent most of your times studying.
you wasted your juneholidays "no-life-ing" with your desk (or your google.com)

somehow it just can't seem to strike a balance
(ayes. maybe its just me la.)

xD

PS: alicia! this is for you. (credits to google.com lol. )
"Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get." - Forrest Grump (1994)

a thousand one hundred and twelve

2009-06-01T16:13:00.002+08:00

damnation!

everything's so wrong.

when its not supposed to be the case.

urgh.

AV meeting.

hurray.

seriously. i (wanted to)tried my best.

sometimes (or rather everytime) it just hurts right from within.

and. ya. i talked too much today.

*slaps*

what a great day to start my juneholidays.

ah hahs.

a thousand one hundred and one

2009-05-25T20:41:00.003+08:00

ahs. not looking foward to tomorrow.

GP mid-years today!

went to school eaaaarly in the morning with alicia to mug. ^^

despite all the intensive pia-ing.

i pretty much screwed my essay.

lol.

taking circle line to school now (:

the new station is quite pretty.

for the moment.

i might get sick and tired of it lets say. months later? :p

不被认同的感觉是烂到~~~~ 234793255476里外

自尊心自信心有受到一定的打击

或许... 真是一个错误?

我... 凭什么?

a thousand one hundred and ten

2009-05-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

1110 posts. (:

ahs.
haven't been updating since don't know when!
blame school life.
and my hectic schedule.
soooooo busy that i missed jiaqi's bithday celebration!
):
"i'm sorry.."

last week. pratically devoted all my time into timepieces '09
my very first hands on major event!
would say its a fruitful experience.
both relationship and technical sense (:

the first few days of this week
was student council invst.
another hectic event. to the extent of me cabbing home every night.
:/
gained a whole new (negative) experience too.

today.
uncle zong's and lianne's birthday celebration!
(:
a free movie @ vivo followed by a simple dinner + pool & darts @ safra with cliques :D

enjoyed today. had fun today.
have to chiong work tomorrow! o.o

a thousand one hundred and eight

2009-05-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

i finished one whole plate of Pepper Lunch's Unagi Rice!

(what an accomplishment. x) )

yay. i sense life like finally. (:

June holidays are arriving?

after hibernating for months.

its time for x-welfare h to start work again.

so much more challenging this time.

cause everyone's scattered all over singapore. - -''

whatever it is.

i'll give in my best to make it a success.

*victory sign*

so..

"eh Faith people! pleeeeease do inform me of the dates you people aren't free. preferably email la. Pass the message around ar! :D"

a thousand one hundred and seven

2009-05-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

been weeks since i last updated!
new record (:?

these few weeks have been quite interesting.

PW's GPP
AVA stuffs
Lots of group work
Cliques' BBQ @ myplace (:D *big wide smile*)
Decision to give up dancing (again)
Got 3/10 for my recurrence test

eventful eh?
(:

some are really unpleasant. horrible. stressed up.
but its part of life eh?
for me to seek solutions to the problems.

it's time for work, joannas. (:

a thousand one hundred and five

2009-04-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

nightmare last night.
a group of sadist people trapping us in some island.
either get through that "maze" or tortured.
freakingly heartwrenching mental stress
i couldn't hold her any longer and she was dragged away.

basically did nothing but to scream and cry.

it's quite a good plot for a thriller movie.
really.

a thousand one hundred and four

2009-04-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

life aint any better.
:/

thought that getting myself involved in school activities can ...
nahs. it didn't work out.
opted out of ISLE.
and i felt terrible.

muchmuch terrible.

thought that spamming myself with tutorials and revision can ...
nahs. it didn't work out either.
i failed all my lecture tests.
terrible.

muchmuch terrible.

i don't think i'm stressed.
just.. feeling awful.
having not understanding a single thing in lectures and tutorials.
and felt freakingly inferior.
to the extend of holding back ...

what is this.

?!

a thousand one hundred and three

2009-04-15T22:22:00.004+08:00

STEAMBOAT @ JIELIN'S! :D

wii, food, camwhoring and watching the guys play basketball :D
i can't be any happier :D

plus a shibai-sleepover with qi + li
lol.
can't take the tiredness and just fell asleep @ 12
indeed a SLEEPover. xD

a thousand one hundred and one

2009-04-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

she did that to mum 20 years ago.
what makes you think that it is not hurtful enough for me to remember 20 years down the road?

ha.ha.

a thousand and one hundred

2009-04-05T20:32:00.001+08:00

back to how i looked like 2 year ago.
o.o

all the best to me for the next three weeks/
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

a thousand and ninety nine

2009-04-04T16:27:00.002+08:00

just shut up you loser, scram back to where you belong and shall peace regain. (:

a thousand and ninety eight

2009-03-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

it was such a long time since i last walked that path.

life is so unpredictable.
till now. i couldn't put it down.
o.o

ahs.
so tired.
got to K studies [again] tomorrow. -O.O-

a thousand and ninety seven

2009-03-28T23:16:00.003+08:00

new de-stress method: force your wabbits to help you with your homework.

a thousand and ninety six

2009-03-27T23:28:00.001+08:00

this is driving me crazeie.
come on. i know you can smile. (:

a thousand and ninety five

2009-03-27T22:33:00.003+08:00

pretty obvious yea?
that familiar red and white tee of 4/3 faith 07'08's
:D

the gathering marks the end of my march holidays
although. the number of people turned up is pathetic.
but. ohwells. i expected it anyway. (:

captains ball and bball just like before.
ajisen as dinner.

ps: i'll make sure i organise another better and sucessful gathering (not so soon though)
x) look forward ba!

a thousand and ninety four

2009-03-21T23:42:00.001+08:00

tomorrow's last day of march holidays.

我不要~~~~~~~!

a thousand and ninety three

2009-03-20T22:36:00.004+08:00

a thousand and ninety two

2009-03-20T10:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIANWEI!
(:

our last march baby in clique.
early afternoon.
went over to her house to surprise with a birthday cake at her doorstep.
attempt successful! :D

bussed to T2 (woots!) for fish & co.
lunch cum dinner.
camwhored around
and went expo for a light dinner and mini shopping.
x)

will spam post with photos when i get them. ^^

a thousand and ninety one

2009-03-18T19:46:00.005+08:00

MARCH "HOLIDAYS"

three eventful weekdays gone like that.
starting from Monday and Tuesday - Service Learning Project Management
in short, is just iPlan :p

ATFIRST i was moaning and groaning and whatever-you-can-think-of-ing
but hm.
its quite interesting.
a participative class like 0922 made it fun.

i find myself really very lucky.
from 1305 to 2faith to 3/4faith to 0922.
my class are always so fun luhs.
(:

back to that workshop.
i wasn't really listening to the 'lectures' so. yea.
learnt nothing much.
the last activity we did was to have a stimulation of securing a beneficiary and a sponsorship from different foundations.
our class though didn't manage to finish the task but.. we really did a great job. :]

tadda.

chiong-ed to ava camp after that.
had icebreaker games, pizza for dinner, and some trainning.
kept sticking myself with xitong alicia and changyu.
didn't felt like making friends. :/ (i also dunno why.)

slept on the sofa in a ICS classroom.
and woke up every 30 mins. T.T
cause its freaking chill at night

amazing race early in the morning.
hm. my group lost terribily.
how to catch up when we got to wait for earlier teams to move on to the next station ar.
so we were taking our ooown sweet time lo.
:p (losers)

the cheering thing.
8girls vs 18boys
with xt alicia and xm around.
total ownage.

had more trainnings and a test and..
home sweet home. (YAY)

a thousand and ninety

2009-03-16T20:53:00.001+08:00

它就这样判我死刑.

a thousand and eighty nine

2009-03-15T20:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday: guzheng day and YJ CVD

went back to PHS.
:/
didn't like the feeling.
such an irony.

the SYF songs were great. (:
better than the ones 2 years back.
just that.
the hweeling wasn't there.
the toughest part i would say.

feel so useless.
when i couldn't do anything to help.

went YJ.
my first time going to a school's carnival lo.
crowded with unknown people in an unknown surrounding.
hm. practically sticking with clique people.

oh. we celebrated JN's birthday with a birthdaycake. (:
and dunked horsey in the dunking machine. (expected lahs~)

and.
it started rainning cats and dogs.
couldn't watch them play the match.
got stranded in shelter.

yadayada.
like that lo.

a thousand and eighty eight

2009-03-13T23:54:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY TEOJIANI! :D

we went to the exact location 365 days ago
same old 1305 people @taste of thai
same old pavilion we always hang out

but played a supersadist game

o.o

its.. something like wacko
really wack that kind of wacko
and resulted my thighs to be.......

*decided not to post the pic. its really EW.*

something like polkadots bruise? lols. yea ew.
!~ just now i tripped my own legs and BAM!
an addition to the collection of blublacks. T.T

a thousand and eighty seven

2009-03-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

freakingly freakingly freakingly freakingly freakingly freakingly freakingly.

yea. you got it. i'm not happy.

and i really should stop eating o.o
my appetite is getting really strange.

a thousand and eighty six

2009-03-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

this morning.
there was this blind man standing infront of me in the queue for 853
then. the bus came.
the very first thing that came into my mind was that..

"should i go help?"

felt utterly ashamed of myself. totally.
to actually asked that question.

it's not a everyday thing to meet up with situation whereby i'll have to actually help someone in need.
but little did i know that it had became a question whether to help or not.
what has the society turned me into?

i was reflecting on my own act during the bus trip.
is it right from the bottom of my heart? or is it for the sake of it that chers and mummy said so?
or worst still. is it due to fear of people seeing me as being apathetic?
and i realised.

i couldn't answer my own question.

a thousand and eighty five

2009-03-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

if only.

"no point probing about the past. what's done cannot be undone."

stupid theory :/
if only there's a remotecontrol in life (like the one in 'Click')
i could have rewinded.
jielin needs a stronger character.

..

today's xcountry was cancelled due to rain o.oV
rainy season.
how not to?

but. yea. kinda think of it.
the organisers were very disappointed lo.
hard work gone like that.

[aiya! no mood to post. so. to be continued.]

a thousand and eighty four

2009-03-07T21:25:00.004+08:00

thanks peoples! :D

it seemed like yesterday when i was trapped in that trash bag and kidnapped @ my jialouxia.

and tada!

jielin's seventeen! (old and short ma. I KNOW~ xD)

one more year to legal alcohol :] *smirks

050309 was mostly spent in school.

then. dinner was @ fish&co.

'supposed' to go with horsey only but tadda!

the whole big 1305 was there.

lols.

was quite touched lo.

everyone's busy with work and had deadlines to make and still squeeze time to pei me.

:')

felt pretty bad yea. :/

maybe i should treat you guys to dinner someday.

(dinner = only applicable to that $1.50 chickenrice @ amk 14 people no joke luhs xD)

then.

somehow or rather.. everyone started singing birthdaysong.

then a cake just appeared. :D

THAT was really a surprise.

didn't expect it lo!

soo..

yay! :D

thanks people. once again for the cards and gifts. ^^

a thousand and eighty three

2009-03-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

yesterday was jielin's day.
:D

EARLY in the morning @ 730.
bball cum physical training with chris.
cannot score = run 1 round/frog jump round court.
Zzz. tiring ah!
was taught how to play some score points "pressure-like" kinda bball thing.
and i won though underhand methods. (:

EARLY afternoon was eastcoastpark with 女朋友s.
heh. me and my great idea - cycling during rainy season.
and indeed. it rained.
so. bwah!
didn't want to waste that onehour+ busjourney, hence braved the rained in bikes.
for twohours
:D

a lil crazy. a lil no brain. -to risk a cold or a flu
lalalahs.
thats what we always do anyway ^^v

well. as what all girlfriends would do, we camwhored. and camwhored.
and sooooomehow (i dunno why.) i'm back to that cheenaface. XD
took loads of ultimatestupid+silly+crazy 16连拍 on our long busride back.
damnfunnyluh!
till now i still can't figure out why on i earth i did those. o.o
so yaddayadda. and talked a lot. :D

dinner was @ my place.
supposedly a Wii session but more camwhoring and bloghopping (evil-ly) took over instead.
:]

a stupid day with stupid people.
tada. (:

a thousand and eighty two.

2009-02-26T19:52:00.003+08:00

Beware. a super emo post.
:/

i was glad to have chionged down from 806 , running in the rain back to northpoint.
for once i felt myself.
the girl who constantly trying to escape from home.
her name's jielin.
because.
joannas would never do that.

today's freakingly special.
no idea why.
but it started in the morning when i took bus alone.
freakingly felt like.
crying.

FAKE. it's just so fake.

helpless. totally.

[speechless]

*i realised that i couldn't express the nostalgia i'm having right now in words.

nvm.

a thousand and eighty one

2009-02-24T22:02:00.002+08:00

uh.. another study week has begun.
chionging tutotials exercise and assignments.
IN ADDITION.
revision for upcoming tests.

Maths Binomials ( which i still couldn't manage to solve :x )
CURRENT AFFAIRS QUIZ ( i haven't touch newspapers for years )

and theres this MRP 1000 essay thing!
i only remember myself writing at most 600+ words in an essay.
xD

i'm so gonna be died-ed.

and freakingly miss the slacky life in PHS.

a thousand and eighty.

2009-02-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

they're still on their way home.
'cause.. as always.
i'm the first to chiong (cab! $.$) home. :p

a long awaiting clique dinner was tonight.
after postponing for twowhole weeks.
:D

i missed them so much!

12 of us met @ yishun interchange
and bus-ed to SSC - Astons
gossiped throughout the whole journey about ____
we're damn evil lahs. xD

theres 13 of us. and had to sit outdoor (again).
at least today's quite cloudy. no scorching sun. (:

went to the splash park after dinner.
it was damn fun (and funny) i swear.
(how can it not be with the guys (paticularly wk and jj) around? x) )
played seesaw, slide, swing and some turnturn thing which made everyone collaspe on the ground. ^^

been a long time since i had a great laugh with that bunch of people.

if only i do not have to rush home so early!

a thousand and seventy nine

2009-02-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

official lessons @NYJC

lectures and tutorials lo.
lectures are downright super boring. bored boredom.
struggling every minute to keep myself awake.
especially maths lecture.
it just went so fast and confusing and i simply lost the motivation to learn.
:/
JC life really cannot hee hee haa haa anymore.

on the contrary, chemistry is going soso slowly.
seems like making a mountain out of a molehill.
lols.
i was giving the - -'' face throughout lo.
but maybe it's just the start lahs.
i might be begging for them to go slower next week onwards.

ohwait.
i haven't introduce my class yet.
its 0922. (my favourite number. (: )
a total of 16 guys and poor lil 8 girls.
taking PCME subj combi
and... quite a hyper class. yep.

currently.
my choice of cca = dance + ava
lols.
years ago i was screaming @ the ava members for getting in our way, accidentally touch our laogongs and mixed up our jiaos
and now. i'm gonna be one of them.
hmm. retribution ar?

had second thoughts of joining ODAC.
since i couldn't go SYF.
and felt like going for a change.

still couldn't decide.
help?

a thousand and seventy eight

2009-02-16T21:36:00.002+08:00

a saturday valentines day. (:

lunched @ astons with girlfriends. ^^
talked and all. (mostly rantings by ME.)
and realised that i was speaking to them in angmoh language!

LOL.

no mistake.
cheena yeowjielin is starting to speak in English o.o

thanks to all for the gifts! :D

spent the sunday in the library.

some maths and physics tutorial which i cannot do. ):

and forgot my calculator somemore!

lols. me = very stupid.

missed the times pia-ing for O levels

and chionging for the seats @ 9:59am. x)

today's the v first day of official lessons.

yep... .. .... :/

a thousand and seventy six

2009-02-13T17:36:00.003+08:00

presenting the PHS NYJC-ians.

photo credits to xiaomin (:

a thousand and seventy five

2009-02-12T20:30:00.004+08:00

NYJC Orientation 2009

the theme is Madagascar.

pretty cool huh.

my tribe's Melman.

that giraffe in the movie.

(but i'm not even taller than a baby giraffe :p)

dayone was games and mass dance.

don't really like the games.

not much teamwork needed.

but mass dance was really fun. :D

daytwo @ sentosa.

games lo.

not v fun leh..

then. thought of how me jl and jq went to sentosa like after school.

lols. those crazy moments of ours. [:

daythree

games again.

my class was the "hyper-est"

yet we didn't get chosen to playthe games! - -''

then mass dance. :D

we were being taught a new dance.

which requires the girls to spin round and round.

and round.

day four.

wetgames.

only tt "driest newspaper stick" n "waterfall" was fun ba.

i was being made the decoy person - to waste opponent's bombs.

so. ya. i was being targeted.

and wet. heh.

then mass dance!

THEN. my stupid headache which lasted throughout the whole week got the better of me.

couldn't take it anymore.

and I WENT HOME BEFORE DISCO NIGHT.

it's so freaking xinku that even disco night couldn't motivate me to endure for a few more hours.

sad case.

they just finished dancing i suppose.

really v sad. ):

a thousand and seventy four

2009-02-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

safarizoorun (:

a thousand and seventy three.

2009-02-08T14:22:00.002+08:00

it was a pink and grey bagpack.
i remember hugging it and sajiao-ing tt i wanna buy.

i wanted it more than that animal wallet.

but there's none left in the whole of singapore!
damndamndamn!
):

a thousand and seventy two.

2009-02-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

life @ nanyang

today was v v v tiring.

FIVE lectures. 3 in row. v hungry.

slept during chineselecture. lols.

cannot take it.

v boring and super tired.

me and chiagek went to the wrong lectureT twice the previous times.

today finally went to the correct one.

but cg ps me! :p sat alone lo. the teacher was funny though.

bused home with xiaomin and xitong.

sat backfaced the front.

motionsickness.

collasped immediately when i reached home.

hahahah.

what a loser lo.

i'll lose a few kg maybe. (:

a thousand and seventy one

2009-02-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

okay. maybe a lil used to it.
but still not looking forward to the next school day.

still feel a tinge of sadness everytime i passes by PHS.
if only i knew.
i would have cherished the days in there and not pon school and not sleep during chapel and devotion.
ahs. too late for regrets.

maybe i'll slowly like NY after the orientation. maybe.

a thousand and seventy

2009-02-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

freak. i miss you guys.

like freakingly seriously.

a thousand and sixty nine

2009-02-03T18:58:00.002+08:00

okay. question answered.
i'm freaking unhappy in NY.
thinking positive don't work well when the v first day turned out terrible.
freaking feel like crying. ><

a thousand and sixty eight

2009-02-03T18:38:00.002+08:00

first day @ NYJC. (yesterday)
m. v tired.
sat at the hall whole day.
talks and talks.

i don't like my OG.
(people know why. x) *winks)
loner-ed. :p
didn't talk to anyone new.

met up with pjl for lunch with alicia xiaomin xitong.

second day @ NYJC.
v tired.
attended Chemistry and Chinese lecture.
v boring.
tomorrow got three lectures in a row.
half and hour and one more hour of lecture.

can die leh.
second day only leh.
o.o

是因爲我不喜歡嗎？

a thousand and sixty seven

2009-02-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

i ran around the yusheng in circles

singing the "pa-toh-yao" song.

LOL

(my dad and mum laughed like dunno what.)

a thousand and sixty six

2009-01-31T11:48:00.003+08:00

chusi chalet @ sentosa (:
with cliqueee + hamroll

apparently i thought the room was just for us to rest @ night
but in the end i think we spent more time slacking in it. xD

had my stupid idea of potluck @ the pavillion before checking in
i forgot to tell them to prepare food for seven instead of fourteen
and had looooots of food left. :p

checked in the room.
and realised that it was the exact same tiny room as what we stayed in 2007!
fourteenhumans and a hamster squeezing in the tinykampong hut.
hahas. damn cool. (:

played captains ball since no one wanted to get wet.
been a looooong time i last played ball games
resulted in me aching away yesterday when i got home. (and still aching now.)
but was fun lo. (:

had macs for dinner
and gambling session @ night till wee hours in the morning.
(the AIG and laymanbro thing is damn funny la! i had a share in it and earned $! )
then me pjl zq and wk went for a morning walk and a gossip session after that. heh.

was talking away when my phone vibrated.
it was like 6+ in the morning.

" what the hell! i got my posting results! "
was my very first reaction.
like who know they'll send in @ 6+ ar. - -''
i thought it was some singtel adv lo.

scare the hell outta me. ):

went back room to report the news.
then everyone started grabbing their handphones.
and stupid wk go prank them. xD

so. i got into NYJC.
won't be appealing to SA though.
i can say byebye to my four year dream.
):

who says nightmares don't come true ar.

2009-01-28T13:23:00.007+08:00

day out to henderson's bridgeee!
(first time there)

sat at the spot where the clique was during newyeareve without me. :(
while enjoying my chickymeal :D

the toy. (can change clothes one! ^^)

an attempt to commit sucide.

attempt successful.

@faberpoint with uncle merlion.

ending the day with my favourite dounnai and a conepizzza! (tired out face ^)

a thousand and sixty four

2009-01-25T22:37:00.003+08:00

happyniuyear's eve!

(:

just came back from lynette jia (as what we always call it)

from reunion dinner.

yi jia daaaaaaaa xiao de annual steamboat dinner.

and i still feel so bloated.

heh.

a thousand and sixty three

2009-01-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

ooops!
i think i forgot to mention about going back to school yesterday.

a great sense of familarity. yet felt like a total stranger
yikes.
hardly any "recognisable" people around.
and the "unrecognisable" people are wearing what i'm not wearing.
double yikes.

looks like i kinda miss the past four years that going back to PHS seemed so torturous
upon knowing that things will never be the same again.
):

m. though going back to guzheng.
lightens up my mood a little.

helped to carry jiao and their barangs.
watched their performance and helped to carry stuffs back to guzhengroom.
took the chance to slack by volunteering to stay up, counting the jiaos. :p

everything's as fun as how it was back then. (:
except for a little slight role change.
i'm now an audience without schoolunif
not a performer.

i didn't want to watch the rest of the performance.
neither do i have the mood to 向老師拜年.
hence.
i left school immediately for home.

lo.

a thousand and sixty two

2009-01-24T23:29:00.003+08:00

joannasss.blogspot.com

a brand new year with a brand new life.

but! please don't change your link or whatsoever.

i'll be updating this blog too. or rather.

i'll be updating this blog more than i'll do to the new one.

well. this blog is so-called 'dedicated' to sec sch friends only.

i'm too selfish to share it with my new friends.

a thousand and sixty one

2009-01-20T14:23:00.002+08:00

一塌糊涂！tsktsk.
最近到底是干吗了啦.
好像一切都很.. 不顺咯。

回想起来..
以前好像比较开心eh.
还真怀念. ^^

random 一下，
*我到底几时才能长高啊?! O.O

a thousand and sixty

2009-01-19T17:37:00.002+08:00

its not a jielin kind of thing.

who knows?

nahs. i'm not emo-ing.

just trying to rip off my hair like the scene in Saw 4

no?

just stop screaming for god's sake.

O.O

dotdotdot.

lols.

ps. don't come asking me what this is all about.

cause i don't really know myself. :p

a thousand and fifty nine

2009-01-15T23:20:00.004+08:00

why do i have to gamble when there's a 95% chance of a higher return without risking?
why must i give up a dream which i've held on for years?

no. i won't.
(:

SAJC. thats it.

yet i'm still having sleepless nights.
and i'm hungry.

a thousand and fifty eight

2009-01-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

喜歡就是喜歡！
:D

uber happy.
finally got the cap that i so love. (:(:(:
bought a dress online and bargained to a cheaper price. (:(:(:

oh! and i ate laksa as dinner. (:(:(:

and i'm hungry now.
o.o

a thousand and fifty seven

2009-01-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

hi. um. heh? (i totally forgot how to start)

it was a nice sunny day when i went town with jq and jl the day before yesterday.. yesterday.
:p
CNY clothes hunting.
got the schoolbag i've always wanted instead :D
BUTTHEN.
i was all stressed up after a while.
maybe i've got a phobia of buying.. stuffs O.O

gave myself a second chance and tried once more to town with rebb.. yesterday
better this time.
saw a few dresses and tops i liked. (:
BUTTEN.
it costed a freakingly 60bucks.
*DOTDOTDOT*
ahs. not for poor jobless people like me.
failed miserably.

for the past few days, i haven't been sleep well.
ALL THAT STUPID OLVL RESULTS THING FAULT.
i don't know why.
a badbadbad feeling.

):

i miss you, daddy. i miss you, mummy.

a thousand and fifty six

2009-01-05T23:15:00.003+08:00

Forever & Always - Taylor Swift

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
and we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?
cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
we almost never speak
I dont feel welcome anymore
baby what happened, please tell me?

Cause one second it was perfect, now youre halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
and then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always

oh, and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
like a scared little boy
I looked into you in the eyes
thought I knew you for a minute, now Im not so sure

so here's to everything coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I dont anymore

And I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
and then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always

oh, and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always
you didnt mean it baby, I dont think so

Back up, baby, back up
did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
did you forget everything

Cause it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when youre gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
and then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when we said forever and always

and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always

you didnt mean it baby,
you said forever and always

I dont think so.

hahas.
started to listen to english songs le.
quite like this song.
(:

empty promises.

a thousand and fifty five.

2009-01-03T18:59:00.004+08:00

uh. hmm. bye 2008?

hahas.

seems like i'm 3 days late to say that.

2008 was special. really special to me.

(:

well, it is part of my memories and now, besides missing 2008, i should start looking forward to a brandnew 2009 :D

my 2009 resolutions.

growtaller.
study harder.
study harder.
growtaller.
growtaller.
growtaller.

i admit i'm a lil despo but i seriously need more height for a seventeen.

a thousand and fifty four.

2009-01-01T23:15:00.004+08:00

i quit my job.

after 3 days.

devilsh jielin won over the angelic one.

hais.

either way.

it's just.. so wrong.

working at taka was fun.

and i got to know a few new friends whom i always screamed for help when i'm in trouble.

hehs.

those superior people are nice too.

just a little pity i can only work for 3 days.

*sighs.

22nd december.

Guzheng BBQ Outing

only me and jm turned up for our batch! :/
but overall.
it was fun. ^^
i missed them so much! (:

24th december Christmas eve dinner @ CafeCartels

exchanged gifts and hanged around @ the carparkstairway like.. gangsters. xD

one thousand three hundred and five. ♥

a thousand and fifty three.

2008-12-18T23:09:00.006+08:00

it was a splendid chalet.
:D

begins when we met up @ yishun interchange.
jiani barry vanessa alicia xiaomin hongkiat turned up.
when i smsed the whole class about the meetup.
*waste my sms! :p

waited for 230 and my uncle to checkin.
and he brought my 'new' handphone! (:(: *loved it. hees.

lunched @ Subway. my(and hk's) very first time eating.
sua-ku ba~
kept asking them how to order.. how's the taste like and blablas.
shared one huge and loooong bread with V.
*tasted quite nice. (:

so. yea. received a call from some unknown number
" Hello, this is from bbq wholesale. i've reached and can you come collect..."
and i was like. ohgod. i forgot all about it.

so we just grabbed our half-eaten bread, Subway cookie and Coke Light and ran to Carpark A.
*i swear we looked weird running with half-eaten lunch.

went back room and entertained ourselves with Singversion Monopoly.
i was such a bad-monopoly-player that i'm left with less than 90dollars with 8 properties which noone lands on.

and Jiani was so suay that she paid 150 to be bailed out from jail.

and once again we forgot about the time and forgot about the barbequing stuffs.
too entertaining i think. till others started complaining bout being hungry.
dropped the game and hurried for the booking for bbq pit. :p

the food was fabulous
though i didn't ate a lot.
and i didn't help out alot this time. hees.
sat at the side waiting for food to be delivered! hohohos.

then.
accompanied pet with ck to get her dinner.
went cheers with ck to get more forks.

mrtan and son and mrsee came!
:D
delighted and thankful that they left the night for us, took time off and really turned up
真不愧是兩年來的老師!

crapped around..
kept asking mrsee about his lovelife while ck gay-ed around with him
xD
took lots of photos. class photos.
second last class photo? (:

as usual, i did some clearing up with xuemei.

then.
(then i realised i haven't finish posting and its already the first day of 2009)

*due to the laziness of the owner of this blog, this post shall end here. (:

a thousand and fifty two.

2008-12-13T18:15:00.002+08:00

oh. been a while since i last posted a PROPER post.
because.
there nothing much interesting during my holiday life?
:p

miserable life.
raaaaar.

BTW.
i found a holiday job!
yay! woohoo!
which is to sleep and eat and bathe and watch tv and use the com at home.
30bucks a week.
not bad ehs (:?

ahs. ahs. ahs.
what is this...../
wasting my youth away doing nothing.
ahs. ahs. ahs.

a thousand and fifty one.

2008-12-10T15:05:00.001+08:00

3/4 FAITH CHALET 2008 ANNOUNCEMENT!

BBQ night will be on 15th Dec.

Pass this message around!

a thousand and fifty

2008-12-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

you wouldn't imagine how much i hate holidays.

it turned me into a freak.

a thousand and forty nine.

2008-12-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

快要瘋掉了啦!

a thousand and forty eight

2008-12-02T23:11:00.005+08:00

"黑夜的转弯是白天,愤怒的转弯是快乐,
所以有时只要让心情转个完就行啦! "

(:

一直堅持的信念，

真是如此嗎？

突然覺得自己很沒用。

我是什麽？ lols.

a thousand and forty seven

2008-11-29T13:17:00.001+08:00

back.

from chalet.

a thousand and forty six

2008-11-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

不要說我自私..
好聽的我是有分享的咯.

a thousand and forty five

2008-11-24T01:48:00.002+08:00

一個失去喜歡一個人的的能力的你，會比喜歡一個人的你，還要辛苦嗎？

a thousand and forty four

2008-11-23T23:32:00.003+08:00

bawah!
photos with long and fat.
my phone tio seawater. i forgot to bring camera.

19 to 21 was zs's chalet

all i could remember was...
job hunting with loong in the morning?
oh. and zoey kelly and pet.

then. there was. pong! and chi! and hu ah!
and pong! and chi! and hu ah!

lol.
i ''swaysway-ly''had flu sorethroat cough.
others were happily chewing on their pizza.

i only can eat sushi. ): (though. kinda enjoy it la. xD)

mm.. ran hou..
next dinner was bbq.
i'm like. known as HONEYgirl lo.
lols.
sounds funny.

then i went swimming. for ONEMINUTE.
and got chase out of pool already.
O.O dumbdumb.

(:
whats next?

a thousand and forty three

2008-11-18T16:28:00.003+08:00

dayout with girlfriends! :D

with a eighteen yearold tracy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! withtonsof♥s

cycled in the rain.

and got my handphone soaked in seawater. ):

currently back to my 小粉红! xD

oh.

the ultimate jielin's cough is back/

oh.oh.oh. nos. O.O

a thousand and forty two

2008-11-18T12:00:00.003+08:00

textbooks which i abandon in my lockers

TYS and OSP which i pia-ed for 'O's

a whole year of worksheets and notes which accompanied me throughout the journey

i didn't expect myself to cry when i start packing. LOL.

scare the hell outta my mum and sis.

一千万个不舍得.

好歹也是一整年的心血!

突然.. 很想念4/3faith '0708

又是一千万个不舍得.

a thousand and forty one

2008-11-15T20:22:00.002+08:00

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/joannas89/Graduation%20Night/?albumview=grid

there! (:

a thousand and forty

2008-11-15T16:47:00.003+08:00

Prom.

we're officially GRADUATED.

it's time to move on.
bye PH.
though i'll miss you dearly. (:

~~ask me for photos in msn! blogger takes 731987349 hours to upload. :p~~
i'm too bored you see~ x)

a thousand and thirty nine

2008-11-11T22:28:00.004+08:00

maybe it's freedom. maybe it's not.

damn. i knew things will turn out this way/

just that it's a little too soon.

wasn't prepared.

tomorrow's the last day of the O levels month.
not in the mood to mug already.
i wann a get over and done with it!
gonn a sleep early today.

:D

so far. so bad.
not the least confident in my results at all.
it's like. difficult CANs~
even Chemistry paper2 when everyone think it's easy.

O.O

shall not depress anymore.
maybe things will turn out different for me.
CHEERIOS! *with a big wide smile

///
next hottest topic out there will be the upcoming gradnight/
no excitement.
felt so extremely guilty for spending.

:/

guilty. very guilty.
people in the thirdworld country are saving their last drop of water or last spoonful of rice to survive the day tomorrow.
yet. in a second.
we are spending their whole year's income in a partydress for grad.

o.o

i don't know why.
it just same across my mind like that.
maybe it's the 8o'clock channel8 show i saw that day.
very touching.

very guilty.

一直以来.. 都是其他人为我做事.

一生中, 我什么时候为其他人做事了?

i had a weirdweird dream last night.

me and my sis somehow or rather killed someone.

and somehow or rather i'm only left with 24hours to live.

too bad my mum woke me up at the time when i was about to decide what i should do with it.

maybe i'll be able to continue tonight.

a thousand and thirty eight

2008-11-10T15:20:00.002+08:00

捷琳不想 blog.

a thousand and thirty seven

2008-11-02T22:12:00.004+08:00

a little note from 路人甲.

nice humans do exist in this world eh! (:

* was studying alone in the library when this person asked me to help him take care of his belongings for a few minutes and returned the favour with this tiny note. and i promise not to discriminate against ****** from today onwards. :p

a thousand and thirty six

2008-11-02T14:51:00.003+08:00

STUDYING MODE.

till 12November! (:

a thousand and thirty... ?

2008-10-11T22:40:00.003+08:00

i'll miss the time with you people.
♥ 4/3 faith.

a thousand and thirty four.

2008-10-06T22:39:00.006+08:00

graduation.

):
theres nothing i could say i guess.
sometimes.
it's just too difficult to say goodbye upon knowing the fact that things can never be the same again.

yucks.

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye.

on a lighterlighter note.

happybirthday meis! (:
rebeccayeow and peejayal

:D

randoms:

Graduation Gifts 08

1. Cards for all me lovessss.

2. Wacky stuffs for those i lovesssss.

forexample!

a loooong bamboopole for thin&longPJL

a moonster book for scaryJQ

a plate for fooooodFEL

3 orange stuffs for animalloverYY (no budget for animal-relates)

a pinwheel for whinerJN (can't find a [whine]wineglass)

a packet of milk for shortieTW

a pacifier for loud&noisyWK
a lanternlamp for beingafraidof..的CK

a mirror for 爱美的JJ
a woodenbox for 木头头脑的HK

a hairspray for vaaain TER

3 shavers for hairyZQ

a ladle for motherly-DON

:D
酸死你们!